Mid-Week Crisis...

Oh no im in trouble...
Haf alot of werk 2 do...
N ma brayn iz not functionin' as it wuz b4...
It iz juz.... dead...
ooohh...
Boi m i screwed...

Quite worried n0w...
I not worried bout gettin screwed...
But more worried bout maiself...
Everythin' iz like goin so fast...
Yet im left behind...
Itz like de whole world iz in fast forward...
While im in Slow Motion...


Y ah?
Izzit bcoz of ma rejection?
Budden I feel dat i haf move on..
But somehow, im feelin stuck..?
Like cannot move liddat...

Also i feel dat im being tested every single second...
Trialz, testz, scenarios, riddlez, quests, questions..
Deciphering words wif hidden meanin'...
Logically thinkin' of pplz actions...
Puttin' me emotions on a rollercoaster...
Testin' ma LIMITS...

Wif ALL these tots in ma brayn...
HOW liddat?
:(