Feel Badz...

Oooohhh...
Juz when i tot can change mai lyf...
Haiiizzz...
A friend of mine had a breakdown 2dae...
Sooo Saaddd...
I juz wanna start sellin' fish... (bein selfish..)
I had 2 B nice back again...

When it happened, i wuz caught off guard sia...
Stunned 4 a moment...
In ma mind, i wuz like...
"Oh shyt!? Wat m i gonna do?"
Alot of time i went,"Err, err..."
(im a klutz at these things...)
Sooo Saadddd....
(Now i feel like cryin... shiet...)

But still manage 2 maintain ma kewlness... (heheheee...)
N talk things out... (i tink...)
So wat i did?
Provide tissue... (hehehe.. luckily got bring...)
Gave some advice N a shoulder 2 cry on.. (i tink...)
So dis happy, cheerful me, manage 2 make thingz awwrite once again...
Pheewww...
Wonder if it helpz... (hmmmzz..)
N knoe 1 thing ppl, even though how silly i am....
If ya nid me, i'll B there... (2 mai friendz onli la...)

Well de event left me tinkin'... (yet again...)
Firstly, i realized im an idiot at counselling...
Obviously de counsellin courze i took in de army wuz useless...
Yeeessshh...
But, a real but, although i cannot counsell...
I definitely can put a smile on ya face...
When ya down... (Juz by bein silly me, can make ya smile.. :)

Next, i found out i cannot tink fast durin dat situation...
(F@k all time in de army, where dey teach u 2...
Tink fast, Appreciation of Situation (AOS), Tink outside de box...
All go down de drain/Flushed into de toilet bowl...)
Sighzzz...

N lastly...
I now truly believe in de wise sayin'...
"Never judge a book by itz cover..."
A person can pretend 2 B happy, laughin' alwayz...
Smilin' 4eva, Jokin around...
But inside his/her heart iz a different thing...

Even i hide my true feelinz...
Rarely let it out...
Whether itz LOVE, SORROW,...
ANGER or HATE....
I keep it in my heart alwayz...

4 ANGER N HATE...
Shown it 2 much in de army...
Now i nvr show it at all... (untill ma limit breaks...)
4 SORROW...
Aiyah... Tell ppl ma sorrows 4 wat...
Who cares rite??? (so i dun bother...)
4 LOVE...
Itz a different story 4 another time la...

Soooo...
2 ma friend...
Keep Strong...
If ya feel sad, cum find me...
;p