Ouch...

Oh my, oh my, oh my...
Went out 2 check out stuffz 4 other ppl...
N i end up buyin mai own stuff... (heeheehee..)
Sh!t....
Gotta control maiself nxt time....
No more shoppin'... (No more...)

Werk is killin' me right now...
Slowly N painfully, it slices ma brain, bit by bit...
Killin' all ma brayn cells too...
Arrrgghhh...
Nuthin' can help me now...
Sianzzz....

Oh yah, addin' salt
2 de wound...
Got ma results of ma appeal...
Another rejection again... (Ouch....)
Now totally given up hope on ma study lyf....
Sianzzz...

4 stuffz haf been botherin' me these past few dayz...
They r:


Opinionz...
Every1 has 'em... Good or Bad...
It belongs 2 dat person himself/herself...
So all de self-opinionated loserz, please kip ur opinionz 2 yaself...
Period...


Advicez...
Usually peepz mean well when dey giveout advicez...
But some idiotic foolz should juz...
Shut De F@k Up!!!


Lies...
Every1 lies... (even mua...)
Who would dare say dat he/she nvr lie???
If ya ask dis qns 2 a person,...
N if he/she answers No...
Dat person iz already lyin...


Y do a person haf 2 lie???
Izzt 2 make own self happy? (self pleasure?)
But wouldn't it make it wrong??? (2 lie???)
N watz wrong wif de real truth??? (straight out...)
Izzt dat degrading??? (enlighten me pls...)
N den, R u gonna B proud of ur lies??? (i dun tink so...)
As from now, I will say no more lies... (M i lyin???)
Juz pure straight out, unadulterated sh!t...
Well, dis doesn't mean u guys can take advantage of dis situation...


Cold, Hard Truth...
Well some say de truth hurtz...
Sooo???
Itz definitely much betta den lyin... (or gettin lied at...)
N if ya cant handle de truth...
Means u r livin a lie... (Datz juz shitty...)


Haiizzz... Dunno lar...
Morale soo low rite now....
Hopefully somethin' specialz will happen...
2 me 4 de rez of de week...
Or else im... dead...

OSIM 2morrow...

Well itz de N of de wkend...
Nvr did much 2day...
Went 4 a haircut in de mornin'...
Prefer short hair now... (eva since Army...)
Coz lazy 2 maintain... (heheeheee...)

Den 4 de rez of de day...
Got stuck at home...
A friend said itz not possible 2 get stuck at home...
Unless I choose 2...
Hey who sayz itz not possible...
Especially when U R low on $$$...
hahahaaa...

Yepz uploaded more photos of maiself...
1 album of ma baby pix!!!
Sooo cutez.... (2 bad onli 4 pix...)
1 album of ma Sec/JC lyf...
Mizz those dayz... (7 pix + 1 msg plea...)
N 1 hidden, super secretive album...
Which consists of de most interestin' pix of maiself...
U won't B dissapointed... (14 pix!!! heheheee...)
De link is somewhere here... (Happy Hunting!!!)

Well back 2 werk again tmr...
N tmr is OSIM again...
Watz OSIM u say?...
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Oh Shit Itz Monday!!!

Ma Gr8t Escapade...

Ok... Summary of 2dae..
Went 2 Metro Sale at de Expo...
Wooo... Alot of stuffz...
Budden it wuz almost de same as de previous 1...
Only some new stuffz...

A weird thang happen there...
When i smiled at chio bu... (im not a bloddy TiKo..ok?)
Dey smiled back...
But when i smiled at minah... (Juz a normal smile...)
Dey gimme de F@k up face....
Eh??? Dun understan' minah nowadayz...

End up, i didn't buy anythin'... much... (heehee...)
So dragged ma friend 2... TAMPINEZ...
Woah.. Place changed alot since i last went there....
N i noticed 1 thing...
2 many MaTz N MiNaHz...
Felt abit uneasy there...
(Im not a typical MaT...
More 2 English ver. MaT...)
Heeheheee...

But i wuz still focus on ma shoppin'...
Buy dis, buy dat...
Until ma frien' scolded me sia...
"Oi *%&@#-*^@&%+$, Stop oreadi la..."
Hahaaahaa...

Sometimez itz betta 2 shop alone... (Hmm... Maybe not...)
Coz, ya frien' can B de...
Plastic/Paper bags carrier, ya 2nd opinion-nater...
Ya standby ATM, ya 'chope' seater N...
Ya when-u-should-stop adviser...
Sooo Usefull.... (hahahahaaaa....)

In de N, i bought 3 shirtz, 1 pantz...
1 bermz, 3 sockz N 1 BK meal... (should've pay 4 2... dang...)
Total damage wuz around <80 bux...
Shiet... i TiNk i spent 2 MucH liao...
Lookz like OT nxt wk... (Aaaarrrggghhzz...)
U werk relaxx onli hard, u definitely haf 2 play hard...

F@k... Dunno y i like shoppin'...
Yeeessshhh... Muz stop.... (NOT!)
Sooo anybody who wanna join me on ma nxt escapade...
Plan everythin' 1st den msg/mail mua... (hahahaa...)

Feel Badz...

Oooohhh...
Juz when i tot can change mai lyf...
Haiiizzz...
A friend of mine had a breakdown 2dae...
Sooo Saaddd...
I juz wanna start sellin' fish... (bein selfish..)
I had 2 B nice back again...

When it happened, i wuz caught off guard sia...
Stunned 4 a moment...
In ma mind, i wuz like...
"Oh shyt!? Wat m i gonna do?"
Alot of time i went,"Err, err..."
(im a klutz at these things...)
Sooo Saadddd....
(Now i feel like cryin... shiet...)

But still manage 2 maintain ma kewlness... (heheheee...)
N talk things out... (i tink...)
So wat i did?
Provide tissue... (hehehe.. luckily got bring...)
Gave some advice N a shoulder 2 cry on.. (i tink...)
So dis happy, cheerful me, manage 2 make thingz awwrite once again...
Pheewww...
Wonder if it helpz... (hmmmzz..)
N knoe 1 thing ppl, even though how silly i am....
If ya nid me, i'll B there... (2 mai friendz onli la...)

Well de event left me tinkin'... (yet again...)
Firstly, i realized im an idiot at counselling...
Obviously de counsellin courze i took in de army wuz useless...
Yeeessshh...
But, a real but, although i cannot counsell...
I definitely can put a smile on ya face...
When ya down... (Juz by bein silly me, can make ya smile.. :)

Next, i found out i cannot tink fast durin dat situation...
(F@k all time in de army, where dey teach u 2...
Tink fast, Appreciation of Situation (AOS), Tink outside de box...
All go down de drain/Flushed into de toilet bowl...)
Sighzzz...

N lastly...
I now truly believe in de wise sayin'...
"Never judge a book by itz cover..."
A person can pretend 2 B happy, laughin' alwayz...
Smilin' 4eva, Jokin around...
But inside his/her heart iz a different thing...

Even i hide my true feelinz...
Rarely let it out...
Whether itz LOVE, SORROW,...
ANGER or HATE....
I keep it in my heart alwayz...

4 ANGER N HATE...
Shown it 2 much in de army...
Now i nvr show it at all... (untill ma limit breaks...)
4 SORROW...
Aiyah... Tell ppl ma sorrows 4 wat...
Who cares rite??? (so i dun bother...)
4 LOVE...
Itz a different story 4 another time la...

Soooo...
2 ma friend...
Keep Strong...
If ya feel sad, cum find me...
;p

MiD-WeeK JoY...

Heehehee...
2day did ma special stuffz...
Woah... Finally, grab ma ballz up...
N go 4 it... (Wooooo....)
Yess, yess, yess...(me N ma crap..)

Mission Accomplished!

So wat wuz it?
Not tellin'... (sorry...)
All i can say iz dat...
I tested de system... (2 c whether it werks ;)
N i tried ma luck... (at somethin'..)
N did somethin' drastic... (im not sorry...)
A 3-hit combo... (3 different stuffz)

I feel shiok ballz...
Yeeehaaawww...
No more stress, No more guesszz....
Juz rite on!
Ma only regret wuz dat...
I should haf done it earlier...
But... no matter...

Well im a 'new' me rite now...
Time 2 get dis party started...
All thangs haf changed...
Path twisted..
No more 'Otherz b4 self'...(exceptional cases only)
No more Mr. Nice Guy... (im sooo sick of him)
Now I choose mai own lyf, mai own way...

New Lyf, New Meanin'...
New Goalz, New Dreamz...
(F@k, Did i do de rite thing???)
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I DUN &@%\<!^ CARE!!!

Family Matters!

So, wat i did on Father's Day?
Hah... I sang 4 ma dad...
Wif ma guitar n all...
Sang wif all emotionz N actionz...
But it wuz 2 bad dat he wuz asleep...
heehehee...
At least i nvr wake him up...

As 4 de wkend...
Did some chorez N stuffz...
Went Giant wif Mum...
Bought mostly grocery stuffz...

Also, I spent time wif mai lil bro...
Sadly enuf, itz wuz a long time since...
I spent quality time wif him...
But I had some fun wif him...
Hahaha...
Let it B Tony Hawk or Winnin 11..
Im alwayz de betta player...
hahahahaa...
Even after all these yrs...
Therez still de sibling rivalry...
I shall not admit defeat!
lolz...

Tmr itz back 2 werk again...
Will try 2 do somethin special dis wk...
Hmmm... (wat m i ganna do..)
Maybe itz time 2 try ma luck...
Test de system...
Do somethin drastic???
Oh well...
I'll do it if it nids doin... ?
sometimez i dun even understand maiself :)

Tribute 2 All Fatherz...

Yupz ppl...

It'z Father'z Dae tmr...
Hopefully u guyz/galz haf planz 4 it...
Well i haf...
hehheehee...

Well i learnt (N still learnin'!) alot from ma dad...
He iz my ROLE model...
When I wuz young, didn't understand ma dad...
Everythin' he did, seemz wrong 2 me...
But after growin up, i realized wateva he did...
It wuz 4 ma own gud...
So thx Dad...
:)

Interestingly, without realizin' it till quite recent...
I actually haf de same traits dat he has...
Quiet person, Veri knowledgeable...
Alot of patience, Alwayz so calm...
Puttin' of otherz b4 self...
Exactly de same...
Itz true wat dey say,
Like Father, Like Son...

Also when i wuz young, I wanted 2 be like ma dad...
Werkin in the business industry... (when i grow up)
Some sort of Accountant/Auditor... (somethin liddat)
Dat de reason y, i excelled in mathz... (i still do!)
There wuz dis dream i wanted 2 fufill...
But somewhere along de way...
Interestz took over N im now in Electronics/IT industry...

Which made me tink... (4eva tinkin'...)
Fufillin dreamz helpz me through all de way...
Interestz juz guidez me along de way...
So which do i follow???

Well aniwae...
Juz wanna wish all...
DADz, DADz wannabes, Future DADz, Soon-2-B DADz...
Regrettin'-Bcumin-a-dad-DADz, Nvr-gonna-B-a-dad-DADz?!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

Lemme dedicate a song 4 all de DADz...
De whole song iz about...well... DADz...
Here'z de chorus...
ENJOY!

...Father I will always be...
...That same boy that stood by the sea...
...And watched you tower over me...
...Now I'm older I wanna be the same as you...
Life of a Salesman - Yellowcard

Mid-Week Crisis...

Oh no im in trouble...
Haf alot of werk 2 do...
N ma brayn iz not functionin' as it wuz b4...
It iz juz.... dead...
ooohh...
Boi m i screwed...

Quite worried n0w...
I not worried bout gettin screwed...
But more worried bout maiself...
Everythin' iz like goin so fast...
Yet im left behind...
Itz like de whole world iz in fast forward...
While im in Slow Motion...


Y ah?
Izzit bcoz of ma rejection?
Budden I feel dat i haf move on..
But somehow, im feelin stuck..?
Like cannot move liddat...

Also i feel dat im being tested every single second...
Trialz, testz, scenarios, riddlez, quests, questions..
Deciphering words wif hidden meanin'...
Logically thinkin' of pplz actions...
Puttin' me emotions on a rollercoaster...
Testin' ma LIMITS...

Wif ALL these tots in ma brayn...
HOW liddat?
:(

Ahem... Ahem... Is the Mic ON?

Woooooo.....
Had so much fun dis wkend!!!
hahahaha....
Wat a way 2 spend ma wkend!!!

Went 2 1 of ma army kaki's birday...
lolz... Got him a simple gift... (Hope he liked it!)
Last min. stuffz...
BTW he booked 6 hrs! of K-Box... (Wah Kao!!!)
N boi wuz i feelin shiok dat nite...
Wooohooo...
Song after song...
Sing until can go crazy sia...
ahhahaa...

At dat time, i wuz totally havin' FUN...
Pure entertainment, pure joy...
No care in de world...
Juz dedicated 2 haf FUN...
hahahaaa...
I wish i could haf a video recording of maiself singin'...
lolz...

Thx 2 ma bradders N sistas 4 dat nite...
Yah thx 4 supportin my irritatin but sweet voice!!!
ahhahahaaa...
N 2 MAX...
Hair Pee Burf Dei!!!

2day went 2 ma cuzzin' place coz...
She wuz gettin' engaged... (no dial tone?)
Wish her all de best 4 her futurez!!!
Hmmm...
I wonder when will it B mai turn???
heheheee...

Orite, enuf said...
Can't w8 4 nxt wkend...
ehehheee..
Hmmm...
N0w I'm thinkin...
Wat will happen if I....
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Bought maiself a Karaoke System?
All hell will break lose!!!
hahahahahahaaa.... (evil laughter...)

Stuffz Dat Make u Happy...

Allrighty den...
Wkend is here again...
Itz been a long, tiring wk...
N-ergy runnin' low...
Morale wuz quite low 2...
So tried 2 make me self...
HaPPy...

Went shoppin' dis wk...
N boi wuz i feelin gr8 den...
Sales here, Discounts there...
Free stuffz everywhere... lolz..
Can go nutz sia...
De thang dat prevented me from...
being totally HaPPy wuz..
1) Money No Enuf...
N...
2) Nobody 2 share it wif...
haaiiizzz...

Also, dis wk met 'new' ppl...
Itz nice knowin 'new' ppl...
So dat u can 'disturb' em l8ter...
heheheheee...
Simple pleasures in lyf...

Sometimez if u r down...
Doesn't mean u should show it or bring others down...
Juz stay cool, calm N collected...
N try 2 help otherz wif their probs...
It would juz make lyf betta 4 every1...

Remember de 1 most important thing...
Alwayz...
Alwayz..
Alwayz.

Stay CuTe!!!

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Life iz full of ups N downs...
Twist N turns...
At 1st lyf was slowly gettin' betta...
De nxt thing u knoe...
U r down 4 de count...
Haiiizzz...

After a long day of soul-searchin'...(mainly sleepin')
I haf cum 2 a conclusion...
Seriously...
I'm screwed...

Oh well...
Since I'm not goin 2 study...
I'll go 4 de nxt option...

Hmmmzz...
Not an easy task ahead...
Gonna take some time...
Any help would B appreciated... :)

...Life iz a rollercoaster...
...Juz gotta ride it...
...I nid u...
...So stop hidin'... ;p

Lowest Point of My Lyf....

WAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!
LETTER finally came!!!
N yupz, I didn't get in...
WAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

Now im at de loowwest point of my whole lyf...
Feelin' de worst since... dunno when... :(
Sob... sob...
Gonna try appealin' but...
Haf very little hope...

Haiiiyaaa...
Regretz in lyf...
Best not 2 think of it...
Juz move on...

Im so lost rite now......
Nid 2 take time off...
How? How? How?
Tmr gonna think it through...

2nite im gonna drown myself.......
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wif Cokez dat is...

...See now i am lost N confused...
...Twisted N used up...

De N is Near...

...N now, de END is near...
...N so i face, de FINAL curtain...


De time is n0w...
By a few more dayz, i'll get de LETTER... (i hope)
1 of mai bradders got his 2day...
N, wat can i say... Feelin' bad sia... :(


Finally, ma lyf iz gettin' betta n0w...
Not bcoz of werk...
But bcoz of peepz...
Eva since i got transferred,...
Met "new", "interestin" N "different" kinds of pplz...
At last, im havin' fun in de werk place...
Pheeewww....(im juz a sucker 4 fun!)

Even though werk iz dull, borin' N lame...
Try 2 find ppl 2 tok 2...
Get 2 knoe new ppl...(N disturb 'em, hehehee)
Joke around...(B a clown, lolz)
N alwayz remember 2 stay CuTe...
hehehehe...
It will definately make lyf much betta...
;p


Also...
Ma planz N goalz seem 2 haf changed...
Hmmmzzz.... Weird eh???
Timez change, Surroundin' change...
People change, Planz change...
Oh well... im still me... (Or am i?)
Itz an eva-changing lyf...
N i believe there will B more 2 lyf...


...And more, much more than this...
...Cause I did it MY WAY...