Die...lemma

Diz morning,received an email regarding mai future...
The door is opened for me if i choose to leave...
Now thinkin of all the possibilities of each outcome...
Dilemma...
On 1 hand everything is well...
Good compadres, nice environment & importantly...
Made an impression 2 the people there...
Comfort zone is definite yes there...
The -ve thing is it that it is starting 2 wear off...
Everything's not as challenging as b4...
Starting 2 treat requests like complains...
And Im pretty stagnant if i choose 2 stay...

The other choice would mean more different environment...
Could be greener there..(or worse too..)
Confirm challenging... (perhaps too challenging..?)
Better prospects...
-ve stuffs are its like a box of chocolate...
I nvr noe wat im gonna get...
Could juz put maiself in deep shithole...
Competition would be more...
Haf 2 start all over again2 prove mai worth...
Ass kissing, back stabbing, arrow pointing.. (hahaha..)
None of that sorts...
Juz haf 2 work super hard, go back late, strive for de bez...
@ least a year of super hard working soldier...

Reading back wat i juz wrote...
It seems dat i haf alreadi made mai choice yah..?
A no-brainer, hands down...
But I strive for challenge...
I wanna make good in mai lyf...
Something 2 be proud of...
But im also worried, not juz for me...
But for mai wife too...
I mite be totally bz...
No one can take care of her...
Wat if in the future when i haf kids..?
Something 2 ponder about...
Headache you noe...
Eat Panadol also nvr heal...
Tomorrow MC lah...
khehehheee...
;p