Goals...

Fasting month is here...
Would like to better myself diz tyme round...
Will be in pious mode...
Better myself, better myself...
Afta the 1 month, reservist...
Yupz, dats rite, reservist during Raya period...
3 weeks, so basically all my Raya gones...
Oh well, wat2do...

2day din even step into office...
hehehe...
Had a workshop in the morning...
N our annual Bowling Tournament on the 2nd half...
Everything went quite as planned...
Juz some minor hiccups, here N there...
No matter, as long everybody's happy...
Overall i was at the 13th placing... (out of 60 plus)
Not bad lah...
Best game - 162 points... kewl...

As for my workshop, learnt alot on wats 2 come...
Can foresee alot of problems...
Then there was diz group discussion...
Stepped up & help the group in the discussion...
Used the facilitator skills i've learnt previously...
Not bad arh... Quite useful leh...
Gave some good suggestions too...
N also ended it with a presentation 2 all...
Impressed with myself for what i did...
Feel good... :)
For dat i deserve a pat on the back... pat, pat...
Also hoped dat i created an impression...
So, maybe can score brownie points..?
Khehehheee...
;p

Oh well, anyways would like 2 wish all Muslims...
Selamat Berpuasa..!
**Prepare yourselves for those recycled smses...
Same shit, different year...
:)

Waste Time..

Working durin NDP is totally a waste-timer...
Larkily the event finish earlier...
Aniwaes, 2 kill the boredom, took afew pix...
But most shots not nice lah...

It's official... RIP...

It's official...

07/08/09...

Rest In Pieces...

Kwang3...

Stranger...

For your lovely ears to hear...
:)

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Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

Die...lemma

Diz morning,received an email regarding mai future...
The door is opened for me if i choose to leave...
Now thinkin of all the possibilities of each outcome...
Dilemma...
On 1 hand everything is well...
Good compadres, nice environment & importantly...
Made an impression 2 the people there...
Comfort zone is definite yes there...
The -ve thing is it that it is starting 2 wear off...
Everything's not as challenging as b4...
Starting 2 treat requests like complains...
And Im pretty stagnant if i choose 2 stay...

The other choice would mean more different environment...
Could be greener there..(or worse too..)
Confirm challenging... (perhaps too challenging..?)
Better prospects...
-ve stuffs are its like a box of chocolate...
I nvr noe wat im gonna get...
Could juz put maiself in deep shithole...
Competition would be more...
Haf 2 start all over again2 prove mai worth...
Ass kissing, back stabbing, arrow pointing.. (hahaha..)
None of that sorts...
Juz haf 2 work super hard, go back late, strive for de bez...
@ least a year of super hard working soldier...

Reading back wat i juz wrote...
It seems dat i haf alreadi made mai choice yah..?
A no-brainer, hands down...
But I strive for challenge...
I wanna make good in mai lyf...
Something 2 be proud of...
But im also worried, not juz for me...
But for mai wife too...
I mite be totally bz...
No one can take care of her...
Wat if in the future when i haf kids..?
Something 2 ponder about...
Headache you noe...
Eat Panadol also nvr heal...
Tomorrow MC lah...
khehehheee...
;p