Monday, July 31, 2006

Contacts Update...

Aiyoo...
Tmr start of mai new werk...
Now having de pre-new-werk jitters yet again... (brayn playin tricks...)
De butterflies in ma stomach r multiplyin'... (by de millions...)
Hmm, juz nid 2 sleep N get it over wif... (yah, yah...)


2day, did mai final "housewerk" stuffz...
Yet still not finished... (ah siannzz...)
Looks like diz weekend burn liao...
Aniwaes, juz now, did mai mass sms-ing of ma new no...
Around 200 SMS gone juz like dat... (wah..!)
But luckily got 1000 free SMSes... (cey..)
Khehehehee..


Some farnie stuffz happened in de process...
There were those who were unsure of who i am...
Those whose contact numbers i store until got dusts... (kheheee..)
Den those who change no. den neber tell me...
So paiseh, den said sorry countless of tyme... (waste sms onli..)
Den there r those who asked, "Eh how u get mai no. arh..!?"...
Who actually 4got dat dey pass it 2 me... (iskh..)
Got 1 even bez, de person replied...
"Sorry i think u got de wrong person...
But u got one half of my name right though.." (weird eh..!?)
1 even called me back juz 2 say i got de wrong person... (some guy lah...)
Somemore de number was meant 4 a gal... (hahahaa...)


Overall okay lah... (most still contactable... i tink..?)
Well de next change will b 2 yrs frm now...! (huhuuhu..)
Contract ends bah, go 4 value for money... :)
Well lets c wat will happened in 2 yrs tyme... (can't wait..!)
:)

Sunday, July 30, 2006

New HP..!!!

Hey, hey, finally.. (finally wat.!?)
Finally got maself a new phone.. (realli arh..!?)
A brand new, latest frm de market, hp.! (wah.!)
N believe it or not, i finally got maself a Nokia hp..! (wth.!)
Finally succumb 2 de overated brand.. (traitor me..)
N 2 tink i sworn 2 maself nt 2 use Nokia hp.. (ish, ish, ish..)
Haf bcum part of de Nokia suckers.. (eerrgghh.!!)


So why i had diz change of heart.? (yah, y arh.?)
Coz of 1 simple factor.. (which iz.?)
De price factor..! (huh..!?)
Nopez din get maself de N80 nor de SE W700i.. (den wat.!?)
Got maself diz...


Nokia 6070..!

A freakin cheapo hp.. (S$0..!)
Muz be a gud hp, coz itz free wat..? (khehehee..)
Figured out dat i din nid such high end hp.. (nono..)
N dat de $ can b used 4 otha stuff.. (nt marriage lah..!)
Yah, i dun tink i can afford it lah.. (de N80..)
Well @ least de new hp iz small N cute.. (juz like Sayang..)
Khehehee..


Lately alot of my household stuff r dying sia.. (or rather die-ed..)
1st wuz Mum's sewing machine.. (rite b4 Raya..)
Aiyo, $ cum out.. (vm dat..)
Den our Oven gave up on us.. (koyak liao..)
Switch ON onli, power trip.. (tried many2 times..)
Tried 2 remedy de prob but no effect.. (im no electrician mah..)
Sianz, tmr go koll de vendor.. (u ppl gt lobang or nt.?)
When 2 scout 4 new ones wif Sayang bt mostly ex sia.. (>$500...)
Looks like next mth pay, gonez liao.. (actually nxt, nxt mth..)
Sianz..


Well gonna start ma new werk diz Tues.. (1st Aug..)
Cant wait 4 it.. :)
But moz of ma stuffz, still nt dun yet sia.. (kwang3..)
1 week so fast finish sia.. (should haf gone 4 2 weeks nia..)
Oh yah, havent mass mail every1 mai new number.. (no tyme sia..)
Will do it by de end of nxt week arh.. (if got tyme...)
Old number still alive till September... (onli den will i decide itz fate...)
Eh mai new no. free incoming u noe... (so..!?)
So got free tyme, chit chat wimme arh... (tok kok, sing song aso can...)
Bei paiseh, diz cheapo eh..?
Kheheehee..
;p

Far Away...

New song..!
Far Away from Nickelback...
Here's de lyrics...
Njoy..!

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This time, This place...
Misused, Mistakes...
Too long, Too late...
Who was I to make you wait...
Just one chance, Just one breath...
Just in case there’s just one left...
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know...

I love you...
I loved you all along...
I miss you...
Far away for far too long...
I keep dreaming...
You’ll be with me and you’ll never go...
Stop breathing...
If I don’t see you anymore...

On my knees, I’ll ask...
Last chance for one last dance...
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand...
All of hell to hold your hand...
I’d give it all, I’d give for us...
Give anything but I won’t give up...
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know...

I love you...
I loved you all along...
I miss you...
Far away for far too long...
I keep dreaming...
You’ll be with me
and you’ll never go...
Stop breathing...
If I don’t see you anymore...

So far away...
Far away for far too long...
So far away...
Far away for far too long...
But you know, you know, you know...

I wanted...
I wanted you to stay...
‘Cause I needed...
I need to hear you say...

I love you...
I loved you all along...
And I forgive you...
For being away for far too long...
So keep breathing...
‘Cause I’m not leaving anymore...
Believe me...
Hold on to me and
never let me go...
Keep breathing...
‘Cause I’m not leaving anymore...
Believe me...
Hold on to me and
never let me go...

Keep breathing
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Hold on to me and never let me go...
Keep breathing...
Hold on to me and never let me go......

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Younger..!?

Oh shyt... (Oh shyt, oh shyt, oh shyt...)
Itz de end of Wednesday oready..! (huh..!?)
N i still haven dun all mai necessary stuffz i planned 2 do..!

So fast sia, tyme flies when u r not werkin'...

Totally opposite when u're werkin' eh..? (yah true...)

Wah kao, dunnoe whether can finish up all mai crap in tyme...

No time ah, no tyme... :(



Aniwaes, tmr gonna have mai letter of appointment... (yay..!)

Alermak gotta dress smart, smart juz 2 get de letter... (yeesshh..)
Waste mai tyme somemore... (grrr...)

Hopefully tmr's trip wun be such a waste tymer... (siannzz..)

Hey, hey, noe wat..!? (wat..?)
When mai Sayang came back, few daes ago...

She bought me a gift sia...! (or rather a souvenior...)

Wah, 2 times in a row she gimme gifts... (aiyo bad sia me...)

A mini-guitar wif mai name painted on it..! (nice..!)

Soooo chuu-weeett mai Sayang... (thanks Dear..!)
I realli appreciate it..! :)


Ok now 4 some serious part... (serious..!?)

De photos dat im about 2 show u... (woo.. piktures...)

Were not altered, edited, photoshoped in any way... (raw pics...)

Dey were posted up rite frm mai scanner... (no tampering...)

Wat u r about 2 see, are real... (no bluff, pure truth...)

*Viewer discretion is strongly advised... (extreme graphics...)

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U sure u wanna look..!? (can dun scroll down u noe...)
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Well u haf been warned... (dun say i didn't warn u ah..!?)
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Me 3 mths ago........... Me NOW..!


Kheheheee...
Shockin' rite..!? (dun scream...!)
On de left, wuz me 3 months ago, on de right iz me now... (currently..)
Do i look younger or do i look younger...!? (wah kao...!)
Instead of ageing, im like gettin' younger..!! (weirdz...)
If diz kips up, i'll b a baby in a matter of months..! (nonono..!)
N no ladies, i dun haf some kind of anti-ageing formulas... (i tink..?)
Kheheheheee...
Wat can i say, when ur young @ heart, u look young lor...
:)

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I Mish Chiu...

:(
Sad... (y..?)
Miss mai Sayang veli much... (aww...)
She left meeee... in SG... (huh..!?)
Go overseas... (cey..)
Miss her voice... (Sigghh...)
Like dey said...
"Absence makes the heart go fonder..."


Aniwaes, went 2 Funan 2day wif mai cousin N nephew...
Scout ard a new PC 4 her... (old 1 too old liao...)
Last tyme i bought her PC wuz, lemme see... (not i pay lah...)
5 - 6 years ago..!? (wah soo long arh...)
So juz now went de whole of Sim Lim SQ N finally...
Settled on diz PC...
HP Pavilion Desktop A1339 wif 19' LCD Monitor...
Summary...

Pentium4 641 (C) HT 3.2 GHz
• 800 MHz front side bus
• Socket 775

Chipset
ATI Radeon Xpress 200 for Intel Processors

Motherboard
• Manufacturer: ECS
• Motherboard Name: RC410-M
• HP/Compaq motherboard name: Asterope-GL8E

Memory
Memory Installed 1 GB (2 x 512)
Speed supported PC2-4200 MB/sec
Type 240 pin, DDR2 SDRAM

Hard drive
• 200 GB SATA
• 7200 rpm

16X DVD(+/-)R/RW RAM (+/-)R DL LightScribe drive
• Must use Double-Layer media discs in order to take advantage of the DL technology
• Must use LightScribe-enabled media discs and supporting software in order to take advantage of the LightScribe technology

Modem
56K bps data/fax modem

Video Graphics
GeForce 7300LE
• 64 MB DDR memory
• I/O Ports: VGA, Composite, S-Video

Monitor
19' LCD Monitor

Sound/Audio
Integrated High Definition audio
• Realtek ALC 883 chipset
• Supports up to 8 audio channels
• Dolby Pro Logic II compatible
Dolby 5.1

Network (LAN)
Integrated 10/100 Base-T networking interface

Memory card reader
• USB interface
• Supports the following cards:
Compact Flash I
Compact Flash II
SmartMedia
Memory Stick
Memory Stick Pro
MultiMediaCard
Secure Digital (SD)
Micro Drive
XD Picture Card (xd = extreme digital)

Keyboard and mouse
• HP wireless keyboard
• HP premium wireless mouse

Operating System
• Microsoft Windows XP Home Edition Service Pack 2
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S$1499 for the above specs...
Include free delivery N 4 yrs warranty...
Not bad sia... (cheap, cheap...)
Bought it Harvey Norman... (got member card...)
I wuz also gian 2 buy sia... (really 1/3 to...)
But some factors made me tink otherwise...


1st up, got no credit card so cannot installment... (0% interest...)
My cousin offered hers but i dunwan 2 trouble her... (cannot2...)
Den aso scared... (scared of wat..!?)
Later my mother scold... (kehhehee..)
Even tho' my own $$$ but still... (nid 2 consult 1st lah..)
Den if cash N carry can but... (but wat..!?)
Savings gone sia... (leeerrr.... save some more lah..)
Also if use, muz marry later... (kheheheee...)
;p

Friday, July 21, 2006

End of Another Chapter...

Ah yess...
Last dae of werk 2day... (wooo...)
Cant wait 4 mai 1-week break... (yeah..)
Tyme 2 chill out N relax...
Well 2day wuzn't such a big hoohaa...
Juz a simple exit by me... :)
I wuz kinda sad leavin' de place... (yah true...)
Sayin' gudbyes 2 all mai frens... (sad, sad...)
Here's some pics 2 remind me of de tymes i had there...














1st day of werk (siannz...) Me left N right...











Mai 1st (N onli) model N inside de test car...











Did i tell ya dat dey gave me, my very own namecard..?
Yah, 3 days b4 i resign... (lol..!)











Mua masterpieces... (can bcum de next Leonardo..?)












MySpace..! (remember de messy ur table iz, de more hardwerkin' u look..)
:p


Well datz de end of another chapter of mai lyf... (bookmarked..)
N i cant wait 4 de next one... (tales of mai lyf..)
Khehehee...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Sigh...

Lemme ask u ppl 1 question... (1 onli arh...)
Have u eva LIKE someone... (i stress de word LIKE..)
Only 2 c him/her go wif a person u totally cannot accept...?
I mean, c'mon, of all ppl...
Sigh...


On 1 hand, of all de ppl in de world, y him/her..!? (tsk, tsk...)
Y cant it b de other guy/girl, y cant it b diz or dat guy/gurl..!?
Y cant it b meeee...!? (khehehee...)
So wrong de choice..
On de other hand, we shuld b happie 4 de person... (y.?)
Alas he/she has a partner... (true, true...)
Mabbe de partner has a gud heart deep inside..? (we nvr noe...)
Sigh...


Y did i ask diz question..? (yah, y arh..?)
Coz a headline broke millions of hearts... (realli..!?)
Wat could b such a disastrous effect on ppl..?
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Siti Nurhaliza to marry Datuk K on Aug 21



Sigh...
I'm both happie N sad... (sigh...)
I hope she haf many wonderful years ahead wif Datuk K... (congratz...)
But luckily...
I haf mai own Siti now... (khehehee...)
:p

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Happy 5th Anniversary..!!!

Yo ho, ho, ho...
Had a wonderful tyme yesterdae... (Anniversary outin'..)
Went 2 SENTOSA..!!! (wah..!)
Afta so long, finally step into de island yet again...
Diz tyme went 2 discover moz of de island... (uhuh..)
1st up, mode of transport 2 Sentosa by...
CABLE CAR..!!! (woohoo..!)
Dear wuz quite rigid... (scared lah..)
But i managed 2 make her feel safe.. :)
Even got her 2 smile 4 de camera... (4got 2 bring cam so hp cam lor..)
Here look..!









Lovely dovey N aerial view from Cable Car...


Next up, we went 2 diz Luge N Skyride thingy... (wooo...)

Very fun sia, especially de Luge thingy... (but too short lah...)
Even took de pictures dat came wif it... (kheheheee...)









Safety First..! N i've alwayz hated helmets... (eerrgghh...)









Finish Line N Skyride Thingy...


Next stop, Sentosa 4D Magix... (cool stuff...)
Went 2 watch de 4D thingy... (really 4D...)
Super entertaining...!!! (marvellous...!)
Even i, yes me, wuz screamin' at 1 part...! (hilarious..!)
Dear kept laughin' when she saw me doin' dat... (wahahhaaa..)
Eh, de thing wuz so real okay... (very, very, very real 2 me...)
It had 1 of my worst nightmare in it... (my kryptonite...)
Not gonna tell u which part, go c it 4 urself... ;p









Lookin' kewl wif shades...


Den during de journey, near de musical fountain...
Stopped 4 a rest where she gave me a surprise... (wooo...)
She gave me a cute gift... (look...)


A cross-stitched pouch wif a watch in it..!!! (waaa....)

Shocked sia, she did it juz 4 me... (nice...)

Im gratefull for it Sayang..!!! (thanks again Sayang..!!!)
Stupid me never give her anythin'... (kwang3...)
Next we went over 2 CINEMANIA..!!! (sillymaniac...)
De ride wuz okay onli lah, prefered de 4D betta...
Den finally took a ride 2 Siloso beach b4 headin' out... (alot of ppl sia...)
Well here's some random pics... (Enjoy..!)




















Had so much fun wif U, ma Darling... (muuaacckkss...)
Happy 5th Anniversary Sayang..!!!
I Love U sooo much... :)

Friday, July 14, 2006

Outin' N Events

Life iz very complicated... (now den i noe arh..?)
Sumtimes when u haf nuthin on.. (no events/outin'...)
No one will call u up 2 hang out or anythin'... (nopes, nada..)
But once there iz an outin'/gatherin'...
Multiple outin' will b created on dat very same day..!!
Yeessshh... (weird eh..!?)
Diz wuz wat happened...


Thurs July 13th...
SISPEC buddies organized a gatherin'... (afta a loonng tyme...)
Realli wanted 2 go butttt... (real big BUT...)
Had oreadi promised mai Dear nong, nong ago dat...
We would watch Pirates of de Caribbean... (de same nite...)
Well even tho' she allowed me 2 hang out wif ma buddies...
I still went wif her... (a promise iz a promise...)
Somemore, GF tops de rankin' chart mah... (heee...)
:)
Well, de show wuz nice... (very entertainin..)
Farnie N action packed... (towards de end..)
Definately a muz see...!


Aniwaes, back 2 de story...
On dat very same nite, ma Army kakis aso called 4 supper...!
No wind, no storm, suddenly jio me out go makan... (y arh..?)
Alermak, if only i can split maiself into 3 sia... (yah rite...)
In de end, juz told dem 2 delay de makan... (by 1 hr liddat..)
So rite afta de muvee, sent ma Darling home,...
N I quickly ziff to AMK 2 mai awaitin' Mazda... (mai chauffeur...)
We went 2 diz place called, "Chomp, Chomp"... (@ Serangoon North...)
De place had a roundabout N it really reminded me of...
Bangkok's Victory Monument... (juz needed de statues in de center...)
So ate 2 our hearts content... (i ate Satay onli...)
N reminisced about old stories.. (hahahaa..)
Wah kao miss de guyz man... (yeapz, i truly do...)
Afta makan, mai chauffeur drove me back home... (thks Mr Martin...)
Reached home late sia, ard 1:15am liddat... (yeesshh...)


Oh yah, also found out yesterday dat Norman Then... (Norman who..!?)
De bugger who kena kicked out in Singapore Idol... (yah, y..?)
Wuz mai recruit durin' de Army..!!! (realli..!?)
No wonder he looked kinda familiar... (dat guy can sing ah..!?)
If i had known earlier dat he wuz mai recruit...
He would still b kicked out, nomatterwatlah... (kheeheehee..)
;p


Aniwaes, tmr i got a date wif mai Sayang... (wooo...)
Special date... (hope we haf fun...)
N well, special dates can onli mean 1 thing... (huh..!?)
Yeapz, it our 5th mth Anniversary..! (yaay...!)
I Love You Sayang..!!!
Oh yah, juz remembered, it means another thing also... (wat thing...?)
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It also means dat im goin 2 haf a big hole in de pocket...!
Arrrgghhh...!
Even mai sewing skills cannot close de stoopid gap... (bah..!)
'~'

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Still Sick...

Wah lao eh...
Im still sick sia... (aaacchhooo..!!!)
De stoopid flu bug iz still lingering in me... (i hate bugs...)
Nose machaim like leakin' tap... (drip, drip, drip...)
Buay tahan ah... (siannzz...)
Aso my headache gettin' painfull... (ouch...)
Like got sharp object in de brayn sia... (pain, pain...)
It hurts i tell ya, it hurts...
:.(


Aniwaes, tendered mai resignation on Mon... (finally..)
Dey were kinda expectin' it... (oh well...)
Not much of a surprise... (sian...)
Mai manager even offered me 2 stay until i get a new job sia...
Can make arrangements 4 anythin'...
Wah kao... (i stunned...)
He iz a really kind person lah... (very true...)
2 bad de company iz not managed by him... :(
So mai last dae would be on de 21 of June... (huh..!?)
Havin' a week break b4 startin mai career... (khehehee...)
I need it...
:)


Hey, hey...
Tmr im meetin' up wif ma SISPEC buddies..!!! (Army buddies...)
Wah, long tyme nvr c or hear frm dem... (how many years liao...)
Budden if im still sick, like i am rite now... (aaacchhooo...!!!)
I mite give it a miss... (siannzzz...)
C how lah tmr...
'~'

Sunday, July 9, 2006

Mai Heart Says...

Aiyoh, me still sick on N off... (sniff, sniff..)
Den still fiddlin' wif mai guitar...
So no tyme 2 blog... (sorie eh..)
Went 2 de doctor last Wed N got MC... (khehehee..)
Free wat so juz take lor... (budden no pay lah...)
Wah, den de pill he gave me very powerful sia...
Diz tiny pill can make me drowsy sei.. (serious...)
So now b4 sleep eat dat pill, confirm gone case liao...


Den on fri took 1/2 day... (hehehee..)
Boss so gud nvr ask me so much... (juz approve...)
Gud sia, shuld haf taken more... (hehehee..)
Oh yah, still havent tender mai resignation yet...
Juz felt i shuld stick ard 4 1 more week... (abit guilty lah...)
Somemore now mai currency aso quite weak... (heh...)
So tmr im definitely tenderin' mai resignation... (once N 4 all...)
Hopefully all goes well... (wish me luck...)
:)


Juz now went out wif mai old werk colleagues...
Dear had some last minute appointment so cannot follow... (sianz..)
Well, ate at Zamzam again den went shisha... (same stuff...)
But went 2 a new place 4 shisha... (SAMAR...)
Nice setting N nice service also...
Had a nice tyme wif all of dem N i realised dat...
I miss all of dem sia... (yups...)
Sighh...


Well did some soul-searchin' diz past few days... (wooo...)
N i realised sumthin'... Eva since im wif mai Dear...
I've been followin' mai heart rather den...
Following mai brayn... (in decision makin...)
Weird aint it..? Me bein a thinker N all...
N so far, im happy wif wat i do wif mai life...
N now mai heart iz telling me sumthin...
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Italy gonna win 2 nite..!
Khehehee...
;)

Tuesday, July 4, 2006

Skip Werk...

Khehehee...
Skip werk juz 2 accompany mai Dear... (ishk...)
Yah, she needed de moral support N..
I wuz kinda lazie 2 go 2 werk... (khehehee..)
By right shuld haf gone 2 de doctor... (slight flu...)
But ended up in The Cathay... (shhh, dun tell mai Mum...)
Khahahaa...
Watched de muvee, Scary Movie 4... (dam farnie sia..)
Well, laughter is de bez medicine mah... ;)
Aniwaes, de whole cinema wuz practically empty... (12 noon..)
Except for 3 couples... (includin mua...)
Not bad sia, made ourselves @ home... (ahahhaa...)


Aniwaez, diz mornin', when i wuz in Dhoby Ghaut...
Saw de scores of men N women rushin' 2 werk... (ctiy area...)
Wow man, juz wow... (huh..!?)
These ppl dress 2 kill sia... (fuuyyooo...)
All de fragrances lah, de dress lah, de suits lah, de skirts lah...
Machiam like fashion show liddat... (khahahaa...)
So i juz wash mai eyes onli lah... (gf late mah...)
Khehehee...
Ok, now, im pickin' up mai guitar again... (afta soo long...)
Tryin' 2 dish out an mp3 by end of diz mth... (i hope so...)
Nice song but de guitar pluckin iz tough... (aarrgghh...)
Too fast 4 mai liking... (im rusty somemore...)
Lets juz c how it goes lah...
:)

Sunday, July 2, 2006

Sick Yet Again...

Arrgghh... (wat telah happened..!?)
Got sick since yesterdae... (aiyoo..)
De stupid, irritating flu... (drippin' tap version...)
Wah kao eh, irritating sia...
Worse still, sick on a weekend... (bah..!)
Y cant i be sick on a weekdae... (uurrgghh..)
Sian laaa...
Hopefully tmr im still sick so can take MC... (khehee..)
Go werk, take de medical chit... (free wat...)
C doctor, get MC den give resignation letter... (hahaa...)
Power combo sia... (wooo...)


Aniwaes, story2 abit... (b4 i go 2 slp..)
Finally England lost.. (kahhahaa..)
N as 4 Brazil, dey deserve it 2... (heh..)
Well den, dat leaves Germany 2 win it...
:)
Oh yah, last Thurs, me N my Darling went 2 watch...
Superman Returns..!
N we watch it @ de OMNIMAX Theater..!!! (sumthin' new..)
De tix were kinda expensive... (bo lui liao...)
N de screen were kinda large... (humongous...)
U haf 2 literally tilt ur head left 2 right 2 read de openin' credits..!!!
Dat big sia...
Well, i guess, im not goin' there anymore, anytime soon... (heh..)
2 me de show wuz oklah, animation not dat bad... (not like cartoon...)
Watchable... :)


Hmm... Rite now, lyf iz a blur... (huh..!?)
I kip preparing maiself 4 mai future dat i...
Completely dunno wat 2 do now... (as in rite now..)
Planned future sui-sui liao but currently in a blur... (huh..!?)
Weird thing iz, i aso dunno why... (khahahhaa..)
Bbblleerrgghh...
I nid a gud smack on mai head...
Piak..!

Saturday, July 1, 2006

The First of Me...

Hey, hey...
Found a suitable song 4 mai situation... (izzit..!?)
Well roughly lah... (cey..)
Eh, de song got meaning, u noe...
So go read N listen well...
The First of Me by Hoobastank... (nice song boi...)
Here's de lyrics... (Njoy..!)

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I must make a choice
A tough decision
Listen to my voice
Should I give in
To temptation, admiration
One leads to myself
The other some one else
Just an empty shell
Just an empty shell

It's harder than it seems
When you're told that
All your hopes and dreams
Are yours to hold if
You just give them
What's expected
Something they can sell
Put upon a shelf
That I am not for sell
I am not for sell

[Chorus:]
I here a voice inside
It's crowning to a scream
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'cause I can live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me

If I can't refuse
The price they offer
I am sure to lose
And I will suffer
Sell my soul to make a profit
All I have to do
Is make believe it's true
That something I can't do
That something I can't do

[Chorus]

So when the waiting's gone
This time to face the truth
You know your good enough
Deep down inside of you

You're finally woken up
If only just to prove
You are born to lead the way
Then be the first of you

Thank God..!

Alritzez, im back...
Now de story bout mai werk issue thingy... (ah, yess, yess...)
Well here's wat happened... (cut short version...)
Dey din give me wat i needed afta 3 weeks of negotiations...
N i couldn't live de rez of mai lyf wifout it so... (sumthin impt..)
Wuz in quite a fix when it happened... (dilemma...)
Gave dem alot of solutions but none were approved...
So firmly dey juz said no... (damn...)
I really wanted diz job 2 b mai career... (yup, till i retire...)
But i cant go on wifout wat i needed... (nopez, realli cannot...)
So i prayed hard 4 a solution 4 mai situation...
N on de dae de decision wuz made...
A betta solution wuz presented 2 me... (wat could be betta..!?)
In a form i din imagine could happened... (realli sia..)
Wow..!


Remember back in May, i had another interview afta i had diz job...
De 1 where i din quite raring 2 go but juz went aniwae... (relax2 onli..)
De 1 where i half heartedly answered all de questions thrown 2 me...
De 1 dat i din tink i'll eva get de job... (remember..?)
Yesterdae itself, dey gave me dat very offer..!!! (OMG..!)
Yeapz, i wuz dumbfounded when i got dat call... (simply stunned...)
Dey gave me an offer i cant refuse..! (waahh..!!!)
N also i asked 4 wat i needed 4 de new job N...
Dey said "Definitely" N said its mai entitlement...!!! (wooohooo..!!!)
Problem created N solve on de veri dae sia... (kahhahaaa...)
So guess wat ppl, startin' on next mth onwards...
I be werkin with de gubberment, SPF 2 be exact..!!! (kahahhaaa..)
I thank God 4 everything... (gratefull 4 it...)


So next up, another resignation letter..! (wahahahaa..)
Woo, cant wait 2 c their faces.. (khehehee..)
Diz tyme itz onli 2 weeks notice coz im on probation... :)
So de question is, when do i tender..?
Diz cuming Mondae..? Or 2 weeks later..?
Hmmm...
I think i deserve a vacation rite..? (yeah...)
;)