Be My Escape...

I’ve given up, on giving up slowly,
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
'cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you,
I’m begging you,
I’m begging you to be my escape

I’m giving up
I’m doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you,
I’m begging you,
I’m begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
That might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you,
I’m begging you,
I’m begging you to be my escape

I've fought you for so long
I should have let you in
*Ohh how we regret those things we do*
And all i was trying to do is save my own skin
*Ohhh*
but so were you...
so were you...

TV Tuesdays...

Gotta do sumthin about mai werk...
Spiraling into de abyss...
Cant wait to get out of there...
1 more month... tahan bradder, tahan bradder...
Juz came back 2 werk today, kena tio meeting...
Wth!? Nobody said nuthin' sia...
Luckily did some homework over de long weekend...
Den got Waste.Important.Time.Sia day in de aftanoon...
Shahid diz, Shahid dat... Setup diz, setup dat...
Where de freakin' mic.? Dey say duwan bah...
I cursed and swear.. Screw all those mangkukz lah...
Haiizz... Want 2 relakz also cannot...

(...Some deleted text here..)
Suddenly became like Tom Cruise character in Tropic Thunder... Heh..
"First, take a big step back and literally F**K YOUR OWN FACE..!"
LOL..! Classic..

Aniwaes, note 2 self...
Always need 2 come back early on Tuesdayz...
Nice TV shows on Tues... :)

Tropic Thunder...

Watched Tropic Thunder yest @ Vivo...
The muvee was awesome lah...
Definitely The Best Comedy Show this year..!
Simply hilarious... Buay tahan sia...
To me Robert Downey Jr sto;e the show lah...
His character super joker... Laugh mai ass off...
If you haf tyme durin' diz long weekend, go catch it...
N dun miss the trailers before the start of the show...
Some farnie shit ass trailers... Especially RDJ's... ;)
Cameo's were fun...
Tom Cruise was also farnie... imagine dat...
N diz muvee has alot of memorable quotes...
Again RDJ's character is the farniest...
Go watch it...

Dumbness...

Did a dumb thing juz now... i so full of it...
Was bathin' N found out that I am at the last bit of my face cleanser...
So i squeezed the livin' hell out of the tube onto mai hand...
Den Champion me, started massagin' mai hair wif it..!
Relax onli...
Afta a few seconds, i finally realised it.. Dang...
Had 2 wash it off den shampoo...
Wat an idiot...

Motivational Posters 4...

Alritez, here are mai final Motivational Posters...
Njoy..!

Sentence for the day...

Got my draft artwork 4 mai wedding card 2day...
Kaoz, got 4 mistakes sia...
Luckily i check properly... yeesshh...
Muz go for the 1,534,245.89th screening for mistakes...
I write properly also got mistake... cock eye ah.!?
Machiam like purposely liddat sia...

Havin' a headache since werk juz now...
Ma mind is in a conflicted state since morning.. damn...
Wat iz right.?, wat is wrong.? i wonder...
Having that interview in the aftanoon, made it even worse...
I look like an idiot in the video...
Watz wif mai hand gesture sia... im not in de army... fuk...
Better make maiself scarce during that event...
But how can..? There's sure 1 cock thing dat i have 2 do 4 them dat day...

There is no escape, there's only sacrifice to hope for something better...
There, 1 dumb sentence a day, keeps them farkers away...
Eh wait... Make dat 2... Kheeeee... ;-p