Questions...

Why do i think the whole world is against me.?
Why do i think everyone is a hypocrite.?
Am i a hypocrite.?
Do i haf a say in mai lyf..?
Does mai opinion matter.?
Why is everybody controllin' me..?
Why is everybody making use of me.?
Why can't i reject wat i don't want.?
Why am i too nice.?
Why do people look at de bad things in lyf.?
What about the good things.?
Does it matter.?
Why do i waste mai tyme writing this crap.?
Does it even matter.?

Sincerely yours,

Shahid...

I WANNA KARAOKE..!!!

I WANNA KARAOKE..!!!

Update..

Rite..
End of de week alreadi...
Tiring week..? (nah..)
Relax coz of de 3 dayz on course... (always on course...)
Den next month also on course...
Dat 1 lagi jialat, lagi long...
2 weeks on course..! (hahahaa...)
Budden not confirm coz mai 1 of mai colleague...
Got ICT so i muz cover him... (kwang3...)
Oh well, c how lah later on...


Aniwaez, diz weekend gonna b tiring...
Tmr goin out wif de werk peeps...
Dat will b interesting...
Saturday would b mai rez dae... (hopefully...)
Moz likely not lah...
Sunday meetin' up wif Poly bradders...
Dat'll b another great session..
Long tyme nvr mit those buggers... (can't wait..)
Weekend all planned out...


Oh yah, house juz got repainted... (not by me..)
Love de new simple colours...
Only hate 1 thing, de smell.. (yueekk...)
Oh well, few dayz later, it will go away... (i hope...)
Aniwaes, now im worried of 1 thing...
My IPPT... (diz thing is bugging me..)
Muz clear by end Oct, i tink... (wah kao..)
Now haven start training...
Dat tyme start, 2 days later, no tyme 2 exercise... (pui..!)
Tinkin of runnin' in de morning, budden never do.. (kaoz..)
Alwayz procrastinate... (hate it man..)
Den also, fasting month coming...
When 2 take IPPT..? (difficult sia liddat...)
Haiizz...
Watz lyf wifout problems eh..?

Leave Out All The Rest...

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

NDP, NDP, NDP...

Shan't talk much, juz fill diz post wif pix...
Onli 1 2 comment dat...
I prefer watchin' NDP @ Stadium... (betta atmosphere..)
Howeva, i liked de army/police water show-off @ Marina...
Juz 1 word 2 describe it all... SPECTACULAR..!!!
Alritez, here i go...










View from our seats N us...










A bunch of clowns N Parachuters...

One of the bez shot for the evening...

Commandos rappelling down N seow-on, 'lost' chiongster...










Chinook bathin' de Merlion N audience N superb aerial display...










Lights N Sounds...

Another bez shot for the evening...

Firewerkz...!


Amateur video of firewerkz.. (i suk @ taking widz...)










Sayang N maiself...

Final Shot... :)

Do You Know?

Do you know
Do you know,
Do you know, Do you know

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I?m standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone
that's in a rush to throw you away.

Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed.

How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone
that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know,
Do you know, Do you know....

Happy National Day..!

Would like to wish u ppl... (N de rez of SG too..)
A very Happy National Day..!!! (42nd burfdae 2 be exact...)
May our Singapore prosper 4 many years 2 come...
:)

On de flipside... (huh..?)
I kena call-up sia... (wah..!)
Sizn, xian, C-N... (haiizz..)
Confirmed unit and location... (aarrgghhh..)
But luckily not diz year lah... (nxt yr feb..)
So fast informed me sia... (kiasu...)
Oh well, wat2do...

Aniwaes, watchin the NDP LIVE 2day...
Not on TV lah, on the stands... (yeap, yeap..)
Got tix 2 de event... (yahhooiiee..)
Hopefully nvr kena the other call up lah...
Kena call up aso, i alreadi there... (khahhaaa..)
Ok den, look out for me on the TV screen...
I'll be wearing red... (khehehheee...)
;p

(Oh yah hor, juz tot of 1 dream/goal...
2 be on National TV..!!!
Hmmm, lemme work on diz... :)

Juz Do Ait...

I'm venturing into sumthin' i nvr done b4...
No experience, lil' knowledge... (nuthin' man...)
No second chance, a 1-time thingy... (do or die...)
Scared? Yes. Excited? Yes. Goin' crazy? Always...
Wat if? Wat if? Wat if? (more qns than answers..)
Juz Do Ait, juz do, dun tink, juz do...
Ok.... Set...


Aniwaez, met mai Army kakis last fridae...
Long tyme nvr c dem...
Went back so late until miss de last train sia...
Luckily mai old Sir goin East aso... (share cab..)
Ultimately, had a great tyme wif em'...
Oh well, back 2 werk afta mai 3-dayz course...
Werk muz b piling up now.. (oh well..)
Juz clear bit by bit... (can finish wan..)
Luckily National Day diz week... (1 less day...)
Aniwaes, here's some materpieces i made...
From the Photoshop course... (if sell, confirm rich...)
Khehehee...
Haf a wonderful week ppl..!

Travel Advert...

Decorated Room

Travel Flyer...

Confirmed Chop plus Guarantee..

Yeapz, yeapz...
2day marked my 1 yr of service...
So therefore, I'm Confirmed Chop plus Guarantee liaoz...(khehehe..)
Unless i do something stuupiid lah..(pray not..)
N de bez way 2 spend mai 1 yr of service...
Go on a 3-day Photoshop course..!!! (kahhahaha....)
Juz now, tmr & Fri... (sweet..)
Mcm like long weekend sia.. (shiokz...)
Den also, had the irritating, drippin tap syndrome again...
Stupid running nose wif Achoo combo... (arrgghh...)
Oh well, tyme 2 pop some pills & knock off..
Ciaoz...