Mai MP3z...

Alrightz, im done... (huh..!?)
Im done doin' stuffz dat i should haf done...
A million years ago... (whoah.. so long arh..?)
So wat iz it..?
None other den uploadin' mai...
Nvr-made-it-2-webby MP3 singles... (wah sei..)
Alot u noe... (8 in all...)
So now altogether i haf 18 songs.. (guitars N songs inc...)
Here it iz...

Old MP3s (links to previous sites)

1] Shahid - Right Here Waiting.mp3
2] Shahid - I Live My Live For You.mp3
3] Shahid - Hands Down.mp3
4] Shahid - Bintang Di Surga2.mp3
5] Shahid - Seloka Hari Raya.wma
6] Shahid - Pieces.mp3
7] Shahid - You're Beautiful.mp3
8] Shahid - Kasih Tak Sampai.mp3
9] Shahid - Ku Juga Mencintai Dirimu.mp3


Latest MP3s

10] Shahid - Berhenti Berharap.mp3
11] Shahid - Crazy for This Girl.mp3
12] Shahid - Happie Burfdae(guitar).mp3
13] Shahid - Jujur.mp3
14] Shahid - Landing In London.mp3
15] Shahid - Miss You Like Crazy.mp3
16] Shahid - Semua Tentang Kita(guitar).mp3
17] Shahid - Tak Bisakah.mp3
18] Shahid - Tulus.mp3


1st a disclaimer... (wah got disclaimer somemore...)
Disclaimer: I would not b responsible 4 any ear injury dat mite happen...
when u listen 2 any of de songs above... (khehehee...)

All these songs were unedited.. (except 4 some minor stuffz...)
Lazy lah 2 edit...
N yes, i noe dat mai voice sux, no nid 2 compliment me on dat...
So if u 1 some adventure in ya lyf,... (plus a lil' bit of humor...)
Download N listen 2 mai crap... (khehehee...)


Well u guyz mite b tinkin,...(mabbe not..)
How come i haf so many MP3s...?
Theres a story behind it... (long b4 ur tyme...)
Actually I 1/3 2 make a bdae album 4 mai Syg... (wooo..)
Budden tak menjadi... (cannot make it lah...)
Took bloody long tyme 2 make so i decided 2 scrap it...
So itz been in my PC since last year... (collectin' dusts...)
Even mai Syg aso haven listen 2 any of dem... (oh well...)
So i juz uploaded dem up 2 share wif everyone...
Gud stuffz muz share..! (khehehee..)
;p


Anywayz, lemme point out de bez & worst of mai songs...
I guess among all, bez would be Landing In London...
Only missing a guitar solo where i 4gotten 2 mix it in... (dang..)
I guess worst would b Berhenti Berharap...
Where u can hear mai worst voice eva..!! (kahhahaa...)
I sucked big tyme..! (horrible, terrible, unintelligible, ..ble, ..ble, ..ble...)
Budden, i like de guitar tabbing tho'... :)
Also, I even included de Happie Burfdae(guitar) song...
Haf passed diz 2 a few individuals 4 their burfdae previously... (realli arh..!?)
Last tyme, damn ON mah... (khahaaa...)
Now no more oready... (kheheee..)


On de final note, enjoy listenin' 2 mai MP3z...
Wun b makin' anymore anytime soon... (Y.?)
Coz, 1stly, no mood arh...
N 2ndly, mai guitar strings haven't been replaced yet... (kheheee...)
Alrightz, ciaoz...

Loongg Weekend...

Having a loonngg weekend diz week... (woo..)
Yeaps, takin' leave on Monday N hence...
4 dayz of slackin'... (huhuhu..)
Actually 3 onli lah coz 2dae had 2 go back 2 werk...
Project team needed help so i help lor... (no prob..)
In de end, not bad u noe...
Coz got free pizza 4 lunch... (thks Boss!)
N aso got 1/2 day off.. (wuahahahaa... bez..)
Worth it lah... :)


Wookay, wat2do diz few daez...
Nid 2 design mai webpage... (werk one lerr..)
Gotta find & insert a search script 2 mai Intranet... (susah sia..)
Now sourcing 4 it online... (piskh...)
U guyz noe of any gud search script or not..? (tell me leh..)
Aso gotta make some tinny wennie buttons 4 de webby...
4 links, banners & stuffz... (veri leceh..)
2 bad i cannot show mai masterpieces here.. (dang..)
Oh well...


Also will upload mai collect-dust files soon...
Wat type of filez eh..?
Juz wait N see...
:)

Faye

Close my eyes underneath a full moon who shares her smile
here I'll wait just for her entrance
soft words spoke but heard aloud
she holds me here
but she can't hear what's on my heart screaming

can you stay for awhile or just forever
open eyes
you're gone

when i find you,
you go away
close my eyes for another day
just to find you
here i'll pray
make a wish for you to stay
just forever

reach to light
throwing smiles that will last forever
she renames mountains for me

afraid to leave
afraid to open my eyes to my loss
perfectly she holds my face screaming

can you stay for awhile or just forever
open eyes
you're gone

when i find you, you go away
close my eyes for another day
just to find you
here i'll pray
make a wish for you to stay

when I find you
you go away
close my eyes for another day
just to find you
here i'll pray
make a wish for you to stay
just forever

"Wonderful" Week ahead...

Itz gonna b a wonderful week ahead..!
Please let it b true, please...
(Oh man, i'm lying 2 maiself juz 2 diffuse de agony...)
Kaozz...
Sighz...

Misery...

Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
Theres nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up now
Everybody's singing, everybody's moving
They've programmed their feelings
They're synchronizing and criticizing
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me

So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

Full Week...

Oh wat a week...
Veri bz, veri tiring... (fuuyoohh...)
Mon wuz back 2 werk afta de week long course...
Standard, 2 much 2 handle, go back headache... (heh...)
Den Tues, on course again N went out wif Syg afta dat...
Went 2 de muvees 2 watch The Shooter... (Mark Wahlberg..)
Nice muvee machiam Borne Identity/Supremacy liddat...
De whole world against u N yet still manage 2 pull through...
Respect sia... (salutez...)


Wed, went back 2 werk, Thurs, big boss blaja us makan...
Buffet sia @ Sakura International Buffet @ Clementi...
Wah sei, eat like ders no tomorrow sia...
Stomach bloated machiam 1 2 burst liddat... (kahhahaa..)
Went back office wuz still ok... (juz bloated...)
Budden when i reach home, got stomachache jialat2 sia...
Dispose a rather huge amount of crap...
Den got de stomachache of mai lyf... (pain sia...)
Pain until im immobilize sia... (iskh3...)
Den on Friday, it wuz meetings N more meetings...
N of it all, headache until groggy sia... (kaoz..)
Got knocked out all thru de nite till diz morning... (long sia..)


Den today went 2 mai colleagues' house-warming... (buangkok...)
De area still new sia.. (very dead actually...)
Alot of buildings still under construction...
Ma frens' place wuz nice... (new flat mah..)
Quite small 2 mai liking but big enuf 4 a couple 2 live in...
Dam, buyin house very expensive u noe...
Furniture lah, renovation lah, prime spot lah... (waa...)
Slowly lah, slowly...
Den in de evening, when over 2 East Coast 4 BBQ..!
Long tyme no BBQ @ East Coast... (veri long indeed...)
Met up ma old werk colleagues... (still as farnie as eva..)
Kewl bunch of ppl... :)


Well datz about it...
Oh yah, 1 more thing... (actually 2...)
1st, mai car got Zing-ed again.. (quite nice...)
Den lastly, I finally got mai namecard... (afta so long wait...)
Wanna see..?
Nah... Mit up wimme den i give u... (khehehee...)
;p
Haf a nice weekend..!

Stuffz 2 Do...

These r de stuffz i nid 2 do tmr... (huh..??)
Oh, i mean 2day...

• Wake up by 10 pm am... (veri difficult, diz 1...)

• Go bank... (diz 1 muz do...)

• Pay hp bill... (leceh, diz one...)

• Find a way 2 pay hp bill online... (yah, yah..)

• Buy makan 4 tmr 2day'z BBQ... (titbitz x infinity... ;)

• Change mai bikez' tyres... (diz 1, not sure yet...)

• Buy guitar strings... (bradder piak de old 1...)

• Accompany MuM 2 buy sewing machine... (dunno where..)

Ok, i tink datz about all... (i tink..)
Oh yah, 1 more thing...
Nid 2 go 2 sleep 2day... (blleergghh...)
Adioz..

Occupied...

My mind has been occupied since i left werk 2day...
Full of thots, full of crap... (datz normal bah...)
Cannot tink straight, cannot pay attention...
No mood 2 makan, feelin' so down...
Dunno y sei...
i guess itz de tyme of de month... (huh..!?)
kheheheee...


Aniwaes, went 2 PP Giant juz now... (drove..)
N when drivin', felt machiam wrong liddat... (dunno y...)
Drive like no shiok liddat... (abit uneasy..)
Also felt scared I langgar sumthin... (u noe de fear when drivin'...)
Den @ mai parking lot, after parkin',...
Tried 2 pull out the key budden cannot... (huh..!?)
Weird rite..?
Twist here, twist there, also cannot cum out... (no dirty thots pls..)
Den tried twisting 2 ignition, also cannot... (kaoz...)
Scratch head, felt completely helpless... (wat i do wrong sia..)
Den i look @ my gear stick... (again no dirty thots pls...)
It was @ D mode... (Drive mode...)
Bloody cockernaden... (kediskh..!)
I pull handbrake, release brake N turn off in D mode... (idiot..)
Sumthin seriously wrong wimme...
:(


Mabbe 2 much werk stuff in mai mind...
So i made a list on wat 2 do tmr... (tmr not on course...)
Made a super long, machiam grocery list sia...
All in all, had 40 different tasks 2 do...!!!
N 30 of dem, nid 2 be dun by tmr...!!! (oh dear, oh dear...)
Well, @ least i note down everythin... (i tink..)
So tmr would b easier... (i hope..)
I guess, i wun b sleepin' early 2nite... (poor thing..)
No, not becoz of werk... (den..?)
Becoz... No mood lah... :s
Dam, i nid a holiday...
Sighz...

Summary of Hot Topic of the Day...

Lemme juz summarize 2day'z HoT Topic...

"...
43. In the same vein, we are making changes to the Management Support Scheme and Technical Support Scheme, which employ officers with diploma qualifications. These schemes are also lagging their benchmarks, and we will make a performance-based payment of 0.5 – 1 month. Good performers will receive up to 0.5 month, and the better ones, up to 1 month. Similarly, a more fundamental review of the Management Support Scheme is ongoing, and we will make a further adjustment before the end of the year.

44. The Home Affairs Uniformed Services, comprising the Police, Prisons, Civil Defence and Narcotics services, are lagging their benchmarks by up to 26% in certain grades. As the gap is large, these services require major adjustments. These services are now dealing with more complex and challenging tasks given the threat of terrorism and the increased security measures required. We need to pay our home team officers competitively, so that the uniformed services will be well-staffed, and able to address any emergency. The first step of this adjustment will be carried out now, amounting to 10-13%.

45. Senior officers in the Home Uniformed Services will receive a performance-based payment of 1 – 1.5 months, with the higher quantum going to better performers. Junior officers will also receive performance-based payments ranging between 0.75 to 1.5 months. In addition, to address the market pay gap, we will increase their monthly salaries by 4% - 5%.

46. Beyond pay, the Ministry of Home Affairs will also be looking at other aspects to better attract and retain their officers. There will be more opportunities for junior officers to progress into the senior ranks. The Ministry is also streamlining its promotion and ranking process, and reviewing benefits and other terms, to make the Home Uniformed Services a more attractive career. After the review is completed, a second adjustment will be made later this year to close the remaining gap.
..."

Shiok rite..? (khehehee...)
Anywayz, dun 4get de closing part...

"...Our objective is to have a public service that works, that works for the people of Singapore. This way, we will be better placed to realise our vision and dreams for Singapore..."

Well said, well said...
:D

Dunno2...

Ok, wat 2 write... (shatters brain...)
Will b on course 4 de whole of nxt week... (wah.!)
Some internal course lah.. (nt intercourse lah..!)
Den de course clashes wif 1 event.. (jialats..)
Dunno how sia... (hmmm...)
Aiyah, dun care lah... (tmr den settle...)
Now dunno wat 2 do... (kebishk..)

How To Save A Life...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Becoz I Said So...

Kena watched another Bo Pian Act muvee...
Because I Said So... (char bor muvee..)
De show practically about motha N daughter lah...
Dissagree lah, give in lah, cannot take it lah...
Motha stomp foot, drama mama...
Hence de title, Becoz I Said So... (i mite b exaggerating abit lah...)
Diz show also teach gurls 2 do wrong things...
Bad influence sia... (not gud, nt gud...)
Onli nice thing in de show iz Mandy Moore...
Even so, dun u dare watch dat show... (y..?)
Becoz I Said SO...! (SOOOOOOOO...!)
;p


Aniwaez, went 2 Expo 2day... (JL Sale..)
Drove Mum N lil' bro there...
Alot of ppl sia... (2 many ppl...)
Things there cheap but old stuffz...
Bought maiself 3 shirts, 1 beach shirt...
N boxers..! (wooo....)
Damage quite high sia... (iskh...)
N afta dat, went 2 pick up mai aunt N cuz...
N went over 2 de gigantic Giant at Tampines...
Big sia, like de one in JB... (same concept aso..)
N again, 2 many ppl there... (ishk..)
Place so big N yet dun haf mai fav hotdogs... (cheh..)
Got onli another kind so bo pian, juz buy...
Overall de experience there okok lah...
I guess i'll stick to mai Giant @ Parkway... :)