1/2 A Step Closer...

Yaay...
Pass mai BTT trial testz...
Woohoo...!
Now time 2 study 4 de real thang...
After i finish celebratin'...
ahaahaaa...
Juz 1/2 a step closer 2 mai... Mazda...
heheehe...


Funni stuffz happened 2dae...
Took 1/2 dae 2dae...
Reached home, had lunch...
Started studyin'...
Ended up sleepin' 4 2 hourz!!!
haahaha...


Den after de test juz now...
Wuz delighted when i received mai results...
46/50!!! (Datz 92% leh...)
But when i asked de invigilator/teacher...
Wat wuz de passing mark..
He said, "Can only get max. of 5 wrong answer.."
Den i gave him de shocked look... :0
(Mouth damn wide open..)
Straight away loowww morale...
Kaozzz...
Oh well, datz wat i get 4 studyin' last minute...
heehehee...


Aniwaez, still happy wif mai results...
2nite gonna scan N upload mai Army pix...
Hopefully can get mai Army album dun by tmr...
Hmmm... bout me now...
Hatin' werk more den eva...
Werkin' ma a$$ off...
Datz wat i get 4 being 2 kind...
Haiizz... Siannzz...
(Now i juz nid a tiny spark... Or a slight tremor...
4 de volcano 2 erupt....)
Well, datz about all...
BTT diz Fridae...
Takin' 1/2 dae again...
heheehehe...
Back 2 sleepin' studyin'...
heehe... 8)

Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock...

Wah!! Soo many thingz 2 do...
So lil' tyme... (cunt believe i actually said dat..)
But seriously...
Feelz like time movin faster... (tick, tick, tock, tock...)
Or izzit im slowin down... (m i gettin old!?)
Yikez.. Cannot b... can it..?
im only few mthz short... (less den 3 mthz liddat..)


Aniwaez, back 2 de present...
Finally step into Ubin eva since Sec 1... (very long ago sia..)
De Changi terminal changed alot but... (got security somemore..)
Ubin is still remainz de same...
2gether wif ma teammatez...
We cycled de whole of Ubin... (well most of it..)
Nice adventure but veri tiring... (even 4 me..)
N it wuz really pain in de a$$.... (im buttless...)
hahaahaa...


Wah kao...
De upslope iz real UPslope...
Got 2 go down N start pushin...
We also got into trouble when...
A security guard saw us attemptin' 2 enter a prohibited area...
hahaaha..
Luckily he let us go wif a warnin'... (phew..)
Also went 2 de quarry... (diz time no security guard... ;p
De view wuz superb.. (juz magnificent..!)
It wuz so peaceful.. (serenity...)
All in all, great experience N i enjoyed it.. (thx guyz..)


Well datz bout it...
Werk tmr... (OSIM... dang...)
Diz wk gonna haf mai BTT trial... (Wed..)
N ma BTT on Friday...
N i haven touch de book since... since... since...
Err... 4get when liao... (heheehe..)
So wish me luck...!


Me N ma peepz.. (At de quarry...)
Boss took de pic... (no wonder blur...)
heheheee...

Continuation...

Alritez...
Herez de 2nd part...

3rd Sgt Shahid...
4 some, diz name gives dem de chillz... (brr...)
4 some, diz name will make dem curse n swear... (bloody idiot..)
4 most, diz name iz some1 dey respect... (hehee...)
As an instructor in BMTC Sch 2, i wuz posted 2 Taurus Coy...
Diz wuz where i spent mai 1 1/2 yearz in de army...
Not 8 to 5 but 5 1/2 daez in de bloody island.. (teruk man..)

All in all, i took 5 batches of recruitz back 2 back...
Tiring but it wuz worth it... (coz im worth it...)
All de Diploma n JC studentz, Degree studentz...
N even P.H.Dz...!!! (hahaaha..)
50 per plt, 200 per coy which meanz...
i met, talked, demo-ed n scolded 1000 different typez of peepz..

From Spore top JC student 2 de stuck up Degree holderz...
I screwed dem up wif no mercy...
wahaahaha... (veri evil laughter...)
Luvs de feelin sia dat time... (adrenaline rush...)
Well now kind-of regrettin it... (NOT..! wahahaa..)

Learnt alot of management skillz den... (imagine 50 lives in ya hands...)
Exposed 2 de different personalities of pplz...
Experienced how cuthroat werkin lyf iz...
N found out mai limitz, perserverance N..
Ma hidden, fiery self.. (small cilli padi..)
Rite now i dun show ma fiery self at all...
Dat iz until some1 goes over de limit.. (heehehe..)

Well, after 2 and 4 mths of service...
I regained back mai freedom on...
23rd DEC 2004... (ORD loh!!!)
Well mai whole army experience wuz wonderful...
Wish could tell stories bout mai instructor lyf more but...
It'll b 2 long... (N im lazy... hehehe...)

Well datz all 4 ma ArmY lyf...
If u wanna noe more, contact me la...
Be gladly 2 tell u more...
Diz past week, i've been BZ...
Werk, werk, werk n more werk...
Well helped me in a way where...
i dun tink of mai problemz N shitz...
Juz werk...
I noe itz not gud but at least ma brayn iz not tinkin 2 much...

Oh well..
Gonna post up a new picture album...
Ma army photos... (wahahaaha..)
From 'botak' recruit me...
2 crew cut Sispec trainee...
and lastly 2 a smart lookin' instructor... hahahaa..

Alritez till next time..

De Dae I Lost Mai Freedom...

Haf u eva lost ur freedom..?
De freedom of choice, de freedom of speech...
Where all ur actionz r controlled by some1 else...
Well i haf...
3 yrs ago... (24th August 2002...)
Will nvr eva 4get dat date... (till i die...)
Well, diz veri dae, 3 yrs ago...
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.
.
.
.
.
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I wuz enlisted 2 de army... (hahahaaha...)
(Duh... Wat else were u tinkin' sia..)
N i dedicate diz post 2 mai army experiencez...


Still remember mai 1st dae in de army...
Felt 'secure' when i met ma sec sch buddy in de island...
(he wuz on duty dat day.. N boi wuz i wrong...)
4 de 1st time in ma lyf, cut 'botak'... (long locks all gone..)
Shed a tear when we had 2 make a compulsory call home at nite...
Aaawww... (so touchin'...)


Well 4 16 weekz, i wuz in PTP Enchanced BMT,...
Suffered n Enjoyed in Viper Coy, BMTC Sch 2...
Peepz i wun 4get...
De whole of Viper Platoon 4...! (will nvr 4get u guyz...)
N ma commanderz/instructorz...
(All ORD liao... so NS men now..)
LTA Micheal Chong, Plt Sgt Si Chuan,...
Sgt Firdaus, Sgt Luke, Sgt Mynhart n de rez of de coy staffz...


Wuz 1 of de suay batch as...
i had 2 suffer while fastin'... (A real test of preseverance..)
On 3rd Dec 2002, POPed happily... (POP LO..!)
Promoted 2 de rank of Private...
N celebrated Hari Raya botak... (hahahaa...)
Den de shocker came... (Aaaaa...)
Wuz posted 2 S.I.S.P.E.C... (Did wished 2 bcum an officer...)


Wuz posted 2 SISPEC Golf Coy BSLC Plt 3...
Time there wuz pure maddness...
Had 2 endure sh!t after sh!t... (crap after crap...)
But managed 2 survive it wif de help of ma sectionmatez...
Special thx 2 ma sect. matez... (salutez...)


On 27th Feb 2003, completed BSLC after...
De most tiring crap i've eva...
Eva endured in ma entire lyf... (nuthin can eva top dat...)
The 32Km Route March in Full Battle Order...(N i mean really FULL...!)
After dat straight away, wuz de graduation parade...
Si bei xiong ah...
Almost died-ed dat veri nite but luckily...
Encouragementz nvr stop cummin... (thx guyz...)


Promoted 2 de rank of Corporal...(skipped LCP...)
N den came another shocker...
Had 2 stay N continue another 12 more wkz 4 ASLC... (BAH..!)
But luckily remained in de same plt N sect... (thk God..!)


Well, ASLC wuz much more interestin...
But only bad luck wuz our planned Taiwan trip...
We were all set 2 go...
Visas were ready, rationz all packed, airlines were confirmed...
Hell, even got a chinese name created 4 me..! (4gotten it liao...)
We basically all set N ready 2 go...
Den our CO told us de bad newz...
De trip had 2 b cancelled due 2 de SARS outbreak... (WAAAAHHH!!!)
We were devastated... (heart broken into pieces...)
All preparationz gone 2 waste...
So sianzz dat time... (damn tu lan also...)
De worst thing happened next wuz dat we had 2...
Do our exercises in freakin' Singapore... (Aaarrgghh..)


Aniwaez, barely scraped through ASLC... (hehehe...)
So on the 23rd May 2003,...
i became 3rd Sergeant Shahid... (hahahaa...)
N a whole new chapter of mai army life unfoldz...
Budden i tink i diz post iz long enuf...
Will continue mai army experiences tmr/Fri...
Sorry peepz... :(

-++- werk unfinished... -++-

Farewell... Part 2...

Sighzzz...
Another friend of mine leavin' de company...
I feel so sian rite now...
1 by 1 ma bradderz left me...
Haiizz...


Even though went out wif ma teammatez yesterdae...
Had FuN but it wuz not enjoyable...
Kip rememberin' dat it wuz his last dae...
Kaozz... Sianzzzz...
Also had a headache b4 watchin' a midnite movie...
So by de time i reached home...
Dinner came out from ma insidez...
Yukkzzz...


Rested de whole dae 2dae... (mainly sleepin'...)
Picked up mai Basic Theory book...
Started readin', ended up sleepin'...
BAH...!
10 more daez 2 de trial...
N im still not 1/2way dun... (oh no...)
Seriously, no mood lah...


K... About mai bro... (Azrul Nazri...)
Naz wuz a good student back at de old dept... (learnt fast...)
Even though he wuz irritatin' at 1st... (hahaha...)
Alwayz answered, "i dunno la... Shahid nvr teach me..."
N since he wuz transfered 1st 2 de new dept N i came later...
We switched rolez... (pay back time...)
He became de master N i de apprentice... (heehehe...)


We went through de toughest sh!t/crap 2gether...
N now dat everythin' almost settle down...
It wuz time 4 him 2 go... (sianz...)
Leavin' me 2 handle all de sh!t/crap alone... (waaaa....)
Aniwaez...
Thx bro 4 everythin'...
U've been a great pal... (salutez...)
Bez of luck in ya future werk...
U gonna nid it... (heheehe....)


Me N Naz...



Well, once again i'm tinkin'... (4eva tinkin'...)
Tmr itz mai 6 mthz in ma werkin' lyf...
N itz gettin' much more worse every single dae...
Sianzz...
Hopefully therez hope left...
N i gotta hang on...
N endure 4 dat glimmer of hope...

Mai 1st Single...

Wooo...
2 posts in 1 dae...
Muz b sumthin' special happenin'... (hehehee...)
Since 2dae im on MC...
N i haf alot of free time...
Decided 2 upload ma very 1st single...


Yeeppzz.. Datz rite peepz...
Im releasin' ma very 1st MP3 single...
Well here it iz...
Shahid - Right Here Waiting...


Well diz song goes out 2...
All of ma friendz, fanz N 2 whoeva dat noes me...
N 2 ma special someone... (who iz still in hidin'...)
Im right here waitin' 4 ya baby... (wahaahaaha...)


Alritez... About de MP3... (Hmmzz...)
Some commented dat ma voice is 2 soft...
Well...
1stly de mic iz nearer 2 ma guitar den ma voice...
2ndly, itz a lousy mic... (heeheehe...)
N lastly i made it in de middle of de nite...
Dun wanna wake up ma neighbourz eh...


Well same thing goes 2 ma MP3 like any other MP3...
Copyrighted... bla bla bla... No distributing... bla bla bla...
If ya wanna pass it 2 a friend, juz link em 2 ma blog.. k?


Alritez... Datz bout all...
Oh yah... i nid ya commentz on ma MP3...
Gud or bad, it doesnt matter...
Can make it or cannot make it....
N lastly, in a scale of 1 - 10, how much u rate it..?
Thankz...