It's official...07/08/09...
Rest In Pieces...
Kwang3...
For your lovely ears to hear...
:)
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Turn AroundTurn Around and fix your eye in my directionSo there is a connectionI can't speakI can't make a sound to somehow capture your attentionI'm staring at perfectionTake a look at me so you can seeHow beautiful you areYou call me a strangerYou say I'm a dangerBut all these thoughts are leaving you tonightI'm broke and abandonedYou are an angelMaking all my dreams come true tonightI'm confidentBut I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet youI knew you could see right through meI saw my life flash right before my very eyesAnd I knew just what we'd turn intoI was hopeing that you could seeTake a look at me so you can seeYou call me a strangerYou say I'm a dangerBut all these thoughts are leaving you tonightI'm broke and abandonedYou are an angelMaking all my dreams come true tonightYou are an angelMaking all my dreams come true tonightTake a look at me so you can seeHow beautiful you are[x4]Your beauty seems so far awayI'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you areI know that I can't make you stayBut I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you areUnderstand how beautiful you areYou call me a strangerYou say I'm a dangerBut all these thoughts are leaving you tonightI'm broke and abandonedYou are an angelMaking all my dreams come true tonightYou call me a strangerYou say I'm a dangerYou call me a stranger
Diz morning,received an email regarding mai future...The door is opened for me if i choose to leave...Now thinkin of all the possibilities of each outcome...Dilemma...On 1 hand everything is well...Good compadres, nice environment & importantly...Made an impression 2 the people there...Comfort zone is definite yes there...The -ve thing is it that it is starting 2 wear off...Everything's not as challenging as b4...Starting 2 treat requests like complains...And Im pretty stagnant if i choose 2 stay...The other choice would mean more different environment...Could be greener there..(or worse too..)Confirm challenging... (perhaps too challenging..?)Better prospects...-ve stuffs are its like a box of chocolate...I nvr noe wat im gonna get...Could juz put maiself in deep shithole...Competition would be more...Haf 2 start all over again2 prove mai worth...Ass kissing, back stabbing, arrow pointing.. (hahaha..)None of that sorts...Juz haf 2 work super hard, go back late, strive for de bez...@ least a year of super hard working soldier...Reading back wat i juz wrote...It seems dat i haf alreadi made mai choice yah..?A no-brainer, hands down...But I strive for challenge...I wanna make good in mai lyf...Something 2 be proud of...But im also worried, not juz for me...But for mai wife too...I mite be totally bz...No one can take care of her...Wat if in the future when i haf kids..?Something 2 ponder about...Headache you noe...Eat Panadol also nvr heal...Tomorrow MC lah...khehehheee...;p
Wah, im so tired...Ppl who long tyme nvr see me, say i lose weight..Ppl who see me at times say i look damn tired...Dat jialat meh..?I tink its the hair..Lately, chose not 2 style my hair...Juz wet it & mash it up...Maybe dats why...Sigh..
Wah kao eh...Mai HDD juz died again..!!!2nd time diz bladie mangkuk failed on me...1st one: http://hidash.blogspot.com/2008/09/back-2-square-1.html
Dunno if can do 1-to-1 exchange again...
Diz tyme no warning...
Straight away juz died-ed...
Nabei...
All my important data, gone juz liddat...
NOOOOO....
250GB thot dat it can last damn long...
Never even scratch the half way mark...
Super pissed...
Now need 2 search for the exchange slip...
Not even 1 year can die..
Pui.!
Woo... Dearie got a new phone...More advanced den mine...Juz got it yest @ Novena...Wat did she get..?Take a look;
Nice eh...?I jealous loh...Touch screen wif numpad...8 MP camera...Nice combo...Only thing missing is WiFi...So sian...Mai contract would only finish in 12 months...Still long sia...kwang3...