Wah, Sianz...

Im a weak f@rk... (dammit...)
Failed mai IPPT yet again 2day...
How many times muz I take diz blardie test sia...???
4th time diz yr N 2 more in de following month...(nabei..)
Naturally, blame game begins...
De forces were really against me 2day...
Din noe 2day got ippt lah...
Yesterday slept @ 3 in de morning lah...
It was rainin, floor wet, not familiar wif de route...
Very dark, waited 1 hr juz 2 run lah...
Haizz, easy 2 push de blame eh...?

But i noe, im 2 blame for diz...
Afta 1 mth of training, still not up 2 standard...
Realli disappointed...
Wasted so much time..(now gonna waste more..)
Can consider diz as a low point of mai lyf...
(But cant compare 2 de NTU rejection letter dat time lah..)
Sad arh, sad ah...
Wah, sianzz...

Rockstar...

When i 1st heard diz song by Kid Rock...
Straight away learnt de lyrics back then...
Catchy song... (heh..)
Well, who doesn't wanna be a rockstar eh..?
Here it is now.. by Nickelback...
Rockstar... (Njoy..!)

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I'm through with standin in line
To clubs I'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life just hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be

(tell me what you want)

I want a brand new house
On an episode of cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub
Big enough for ten plus me

(so what ya need)

I need a a credit card thats got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

(been there done that)

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine with me

(so how ya gonna do it)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
Livin' in top houses
Drivin' fifteen cars
The girls come easy
And the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
Cuz we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy Bunny
With their bleach blond hair

And well...
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
so I can eat my meals for free

(I'll have a quesadilla haha)

I'm gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashions
Get a front door key to the Playboy Mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me

(so how ya gonna do it)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
Livin' in top houses
Drivin' fifteen cars
The girls come easy
And the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
Cuz we just won't eat
And we'll hangout at the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold diggers
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy Bunny
With their bleach blond hair

And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
Todays who's who
We'll get you anything
With that evil smile
Everybody's got a
Drug dealer on speed dial

well...
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
From a pez dispenser
Get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip syncing 'em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

Well we all just a wanna be big rockstars
Live in hilltop houses
Driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy
And the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
Cuz we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With the bleach blond hair

And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
Todays who's who
We'll get you anything
With that evil smile
Everybody's got a
Drug dealer on speed dial well..

Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar

No Time...

Wah Lao...
Look @ de time...
0230hrs N im still up... (kaoz...)
Dunnoe leh, lately time past by so fast...
@ work iz de worse...
Either im in a time capsule or time juz skip many2 seconds...
No time 2 finish up all mai work..
Diz lar, dat lar... (haiizz..)
Den theres de standard mangkuks who disrupts mai work...
Printer prob lah, burn cd lah, scan diz, dat lah...
Problem sia...
I got assistant also no time... (how sia..?)
Go back late from work...
Den at home do work somemore... (kaoz...)
When can enjoy sia...?
Mai videos haven watch, mai PSP collectin dust...
Sigh...
Tmr IPPT... Confirm no tyme 2 do anithing...
Now still havent sleep... (Arrgghh...)
I wanna have fun... Period...
N i duwanna look for the Cinderella shoooo.... (khehehehee...)
I wanna buy something with mai moolah but...
It would be a waste of $$$$... :(
Got P&G B and de ERS thingy but nvr do anithing...
If i were 2 plot out mai account balance, it will be like...
A steep mountain followed by a gradual decrease...
Then a cliff, followed by a sharp, almost 90 deg angle, drop...
Aiyah dunnoe lah... Go sleep oreadi...
Almost 3 liao...

Photos from de phone...

Since im using only 4% of de uploaded photos quota...
Here some random photos of my handphone...
Haf a look...!

Some performance thingy @ Expo...


Negative function of mua's phone...


De owner's surely a Pikachu fan...


Shiny eh..?


Sah..? Sah..! (Juz 2 be clear, datz not me btw... :)


Captured @ East Coast...


De lappy dat i disassembled...

Thank you... for the karaoke session...

Haha.. Went Karaoke wif mai ex-colleagues last friday...
Cash Studio @ Orchard...
Last minute sia...
Suddenly, "Jack" called jio me go karaoke...
I wuz like, "Eh, okaylah... Recently juz thot of it aso..."
Kheheheee...
Din feel like stayin' in de office late dat day...
Even tho' got ppl tryin' 2 sabo me wif responsibility...
Eh, c'mon lah...
Do salah, admit leh... (dun act blur...)
C tmr how lah...
Will prove mai innocence...
N make u guilty as charge... (heh..)

Aniwaes, karaoke session wuz great...
Sang alot of songs...
Din lose mai voice tho' after the session...
Mai voice also like cannot make it oreadi...
Long tyme nvr sing leh... (how sia..)
Some of the songs also i dunno... (hehe..)
Lost touch of some of the Malay songs...
But overall, a great nite...(thks dude..!)

Well, todae was RT day... (early morning...)
Tired sia... (sleepy too...)
Afta warm-up, started runnin...
I so long nvr run, afta a while pancit...
Den de PTI said, "Next Thurs is your IPPT Test..."
I was like, "Huh..!?"
Apparently for 2.4 failures, there is an extra test midway...
Now den I noe... (wasted sia...)
How 2 pass in 4 days..? (can meh..!?)
Even if i pia aso dun tink can make it...

Mite as well wait 4 de actual one... (oh well..)
Juz now, wat we did was run, run, run...
Train stamina...
Dunnoe leh, cant seem to breathe in deep during running....
I got small lungs i tink... (haiizzz...)
Excuses, excuses, excuses...
Aiyah, juz wish me luck for this thursday...!
Peace...

Me, me, me...

Hei, hei...
Did my IPPT RT 2day...
1st lesson...(actually 2nd tho'...)
Missed the very 1st lesson ehich was held Sun mornin'...
Sun mornin' sia, how 2 wake up early...!?
Mai fault lah, go n choose Sun mornin... (smart ass...)
Still remember dat day...
Woke up, looked @ mai hp...
"Alamak.! 10 o'clock..! Shit..."(RT suppose 2 start @ 7..)
Den went back 2 sleep... (LOL..!)

Had a small mini - re-treat 2day...
Was introduced 2 mai new supervisor loh...
Woman Insp leh... (dun play2...)
Hopefully she would be as gud as mai previous boss...
Mai big boss also one kind...
Ppl 1st day of work muz relakz2 lah... (hahaha...)
Hope he dun scare her away...

Been lookin' into mai life lately...
Learnin' alot of stuff along the way...
Useful tips/guidance for the future...
You can never stop learnin'... (each day learn sumthin' new..)
Gettin' interested in 2 stuff lately...
Psychology and Finance...
Eva since de Psychologist read me like a book... (durin' de course dat tyme...)
Could not stop tinkin' bout it... (very interestin'..)
Usually i dun buy the, "I can tell your character by talkin' 2 you" bullshit...
But diz tyme, moz of it wuz rite on... (85.9%..?)
Peculiar, which makes it interestin'... :)

Finance, ah, another interestin' subject...
Talk alot about it 2day...(managed 2 get some pointers too..)
Mai dear n i r havin' diz idea of a home-based thingy...
Juz some ideas sharin' here n there... (nuthin' concrete...)
Im not into shares, investments, real estate thingy... (not yet aniwae...)
But like i said last2 tyme, i do dream of becumin' mai own boss...
Wishful thinkin'... (nah, juz goals I wanna achieve... :)
I noe i haf werk colleagues dat r experts in the 2 fields...
I have a pool of finance fanatics N even a Psychologist/Psycho wannabe...
Kheheheee...
But well, shuldn't trouble dem wif mai nonsense...

Oh yah, 1 last thing...
Been out of touch wif mai frens for a long while now...
Be it mai primary, secondary, JC, Poly, Army, ex-colleagues or Internet frens...
I owe each of them a chat...
Feels sad when u hear, "Wah, Shahid. How cum u suddenly call me...?"
Well, i deserve it... (heh..)
Itz tyme 2 use 1 of de 3 life lines... (which is..?)
Call a fren lah, duh... (khehehee...)